ok, i damn elated at this moment. met up with wifey ystd and had a nice long chat with her. shall meet up with her often :)
and and and and and
guess what?
i have all CYNDI NEW SONGS..
thanks bf for that. love you.

YES!
fft acting cute! :)
yawnnnn,
just reached home, stayed over at Julian's house ystd night. had midnight steamboat at his house with justin, choo, guan feng, jeremy and leonard. but i fell asleep first. *SORRY JUIAN, I DIDNT HELP OUT IN WASHING AND CLEARING UP!



meeting wifey later, yeah <3
FUCK
i cant log in to LEO
and lastly, thanks to the ONE who helped me do all the evaluations on my team mates and myself, and even helped me to do the quiz. although all wrong :) but still a BIG THANK YOU. you saved my day!
W35P

yat, me, myra

yat, val, me

me, dan, raj

jabez, me, jun kiat

VAL and ME :)

me and Keith

Yat and me
and lastly,

the 3 GAYS.
我從來都沒有這麼害怕過。
過份的投入好像不太好。。
yeah, cheers! its finally FRIDAY!
in the class feeling damn bored. nth for me to do now, just wait for the presentation slides to be done. one of my team member,shiring, leave earlier, cos she having something on. was liked same team with her for 3 days alrdy la..


Shirin
and now, my team mates are playing with CS,


evidences... heee


pictures, pictures with VAL!
my first friend in class.
love her la!
and now, waiting for the facilitator to come and start the lesson.
And now u should know how I felt and how disappointed am I when u said u’re so unimportant to me. I have been an idiot all this while. Whatever I did or said, you just didn’t get it. Since that corner is to far too reach, and you said we are too far apart, my staying at that corner alone, made me feel im an idiot. I’m stupid enough to believe that you will reach there no matter how. Maybe it just one sided wishful thinking of mine. But I still staying at that corner, I just play my part.
and now, im in the classroom. i feel so restless. after i have received your msg last night, i felt so helpless cos im not beside you when something just happened to you. and i just got to know it in the morning. i am feeling super super duper bad for this moment . wondering how was you, are you feeling better, whether you are dropping your tears quietly somewhere???
hey hey, poly life officially starts today. and i was kinda half excited half stress. excited on meeting new group members, stressed on the problem statement given and the presentation we have to go through
everyday. msn and entertainments in the class keeps my day going.
since when we behave like strangers?
H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y
mummy
thanks you for slogging so hard for us
i love you
and you know, forcing myself to smile, regardless im happy or sad, wasn't that easy.
things just couldn't be done, alone, by myself. even though I've thousand and thousand and thousand of words to say to you, i just couldn't bring myself to. am i too stubborn, or i just afraid being rejected?
FRIDAY THE 13th
i simply LOVE the day.
( cos there wasn't any bickering between me and bf for the entire day)
just got to know that, everything comes and go easily. even it was a very small matter, people will still bring it out and dig deeply into that. why must oneself change him/herself for the sake of other people? its too fake if that's really happen, neither he/she will be happy. sometimes, he/she was having own personal feelings which do not wish audiences to either guess or piss off by their emotional. knowing that its do really upset me, you guys hit off the right nail. 86319 should be my lowest period for the past few months. even if i fall, you just leave me alone there, facing the reality my own. fair and square? i doubt it.
and
and
and
i
HATE police. damn it....
orientation was all right for today. woke up damn early for that cause RP was quite a distance away from my house. and, the queue for the bus to RP was super duper long. one word- HAVOC! and i got to know some new friends immediately. phew. beginning with a problem statement given us to solve. and followed by presentation. thus, now i know, that is what we are going to do for our 3 years in RP. i was like stunned, regretting?
and now i know, the trust which was there getting hold of it was fading. #%!%$@%&^&&*((*(+)_(?": freaking angry on everything.
sadness. what is that? I don't like putting audiences through those emotional ups and downs.
better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad. many many things just aint us to decide.
i was bored i was bored and i was bored. that
someone, pls come back soon.
no you, there's
no ladies night,
no complains,
silent is everywhere.
ok fine,
went wifey's birthday bbq. cant really said it was really really fun, but it was enjoyable. dun think wifey enjoyed her day ystd, cos she cried someway through as she didnt feel happy on her day. im sorry if it was our group of friends there disappointed u. but i must say, not everything u see/saw from your eyes are perfectly right. the truth and trust needs to come from your heart. we didnt really much fly to u cos u still have many many friends to entertain. we did have our some sorts fun by finding stuffs to do to prevent us from feeling bored. many many ppl love u from their hearts but not from their mouths and actions, feel it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ms S.I.M.love u always
im always that sensitive,im always that emo-shitting,im always that crazy,and im always the one who suffer,bcos, im always perceive.recently,
too much acrimonious bickering. and indeed,
sadness is my poison.
my worst nightmare came true and i cant find a way out. indeed, i agree,
a life with love will have some thorns.
days are getting worst,
anger is one letter short of danger. therfore,
pls let my tears come and water my soul.
是不是愛傷害了彼此的自由?
and today, had a special day.
started my day by dragging myself to work in the morning after meeting wifey. i was so tired and yet still need to work. why am i suffering? MONEY is the reason.
the work i must complete today.


my messy office table.
aft work, went town to meet peiling, cynthia and julian. and we did some stuns there!
check it out!


JULIAN CHAN is so GAY. haha
random pictures,




aft this, julian went to meet sern zhi they all, and me, peiling, cynthia and bf went marina square to play arcade. wee~
went markan sultra to have our dinner. and we resumed our photos taking again.












ridiculously, peiling and i suggested that julin and justin went home to take their bike and
chauffeuring us ard TH. and choo and xiaohui joined us also. me on justin's bike, ling on choo's bike and xiaohui on julain's bike. it was damn funny.. we cycled all the way to boat quay and slacked there, chit-chatting all the way. and they chauffeuring us back to TH again. and our backsides' were damn hurt!
till my last minute of breath,
i shall not let go .